Sometimes it's ok that my world has been completely turned upside down.
It makes me stop.
Starting a new job, making new friends, changing our family schedule.
Figuring out correct lanes of traffic, technology, and expectations.
I miss the familiarity of my life just a short while ago.
I really miss those crazy faces.
I miss the routine. I miss the expected.
But, this girl is determined to dig deep and look for the good.
And I found it today.
That moment in which it felt like everything is going to be ok again.
When I stopped and smiled at the mounting chaos because it beckoned change.