Sometimes It's Ok That It's Not The Same.

Sometimes it's ok that my world has been completely turned upside down. 

It makes me stop.  

Think.  

Focus.  

Sharpen. 

Create.

Starting a new job, making new friends, changing our family schedule.  

Figuring out correct lanes of traffic, technology, and expectations.

I miss the familiarity of my life just a short while ago. 

I really miss those crazy faces.  

I miss the routine.  I miss the expected.  

But, this girl is determined to dig deep and look for the good.  

And I found it today.  

That moment in which it felt like everything is going to be ok again.  

When I stopped and smiled at the mounting chaos because it beckoned change.