Hello Friend--today would have marked your 50th birthday on this earth.
I can see you running around Heaven saying, "Hi I'm Jill and I'm only in my 40s."
You are such a funny girl that way.
We miss you so much--and some days I would give anything to hear your voice or shoot you an email to tell you what's on my mind and heart. You always had a great story to share or funny incident to laugh about.
Yesterday at church we sang one of your songs. Rachel sang the high notes--she rocked it out. You would have been so proud of her. I will never be able to sing it again without getting a little teary.
I miss laughing and crying with you the most.
It hurts the most when I unexpectedly forget that you aren't around. When reality crashes in.
However, I don't wish for one moment for you to come back and deal with that stupid terrible, terrible, terrible disease. Not a bit.
I know you're well and fine--and that gives me great comfort.