Things are a little better. I took a day off of work to clear my head and try to make sense of everything that was swirling around. I admit that some of my stresses may be self-inflicted by my high sense of pride. I like to think that I've got a handle on things--but when they all come crashing down at once it's a good reminder that I am not in control.
I continue to press onward in my precariousness. It's taking a lot of additional time and energy to keep it under control, but so far it seems worth it.
I appreciate the encouragement--especially Lindsey, Jill, and Ivy. You have no idea how much it means to me to know you are hanging in there with me! Thanks!
Happy Valentines Day!