I just don't know what to do with myself.....

My situation has filled me with uncertainty.  I don't know what I'm supposed to do.  I waver between clarity and fogginess, and I'm not sure what to think.  

I'm so confused and it's keeping me up at night.  Instead of blissful sleep I lie in bed and think about everything that is pressing me and it makes me feel like I can't breathe.  

I just don't know what to do with myself.